Behind The Music: Jaisha Talks About Debut Single “Admit It”

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Singer-songwriter Jaisha talks about her debut single and the inspirations behind its creation.

In today’s pop music landscape, where trends evolve rapidly and artists strive to carve out their own niche, debut singles serve as crucial milestones for newcomers looking to make their mark. Aiswarya Parameshwar, under her stage name Jaisha, has recently entered the music scene with her debut single “Admit It.” 

This EDM track showcases Jaisha’s captivating vocals intertwined with intricate vocal chop melodies and impeccable production—a combination that has garnered attention and praise since its release.

Jaisha’s debut single “Admit It” not only marks a significant milestone in her budding music career but also reflects a journey of personal growth and artistic exploration. From finding solace in music during challenging times to crafting songs that resonate with universal emotions of love and betrayal, Jaisha’s passion for storytelling through music is palpable.

Singular Culture: How long have you been creating music, and what inspired you to begin your music artist journey?

Jaisha: Music has been my personal escape since I was 18—a safe haven where I could pour out my emotions and find peace during the most difficult times in my life. It wasn’t just a hobby for me; it was a lifeline. The day I realized music was my true calling happened while I was watching Shawn Mendes’ Wonder tour.  

There was a moment in the trailer where Shawn was backstage, visibly nervous about the roaring crowd waiting for him. In the next instant, he was on stage, pouring his heart out as he sang the words, “I wonder what it’s like to be loved by you.” For a brief moment, I didn’t see Shawn on that stage; instead, I saw myself—with the lights, the screams, and thousands of people singing my songs with me. 

Through my lyrics, they find solace, living in the moment—whether it’s anger, love, or repentance. They seek refuge in my words the way I did, finding the strength to move on. In that awe-inspiring moment, I turned to my sister and said, “This is all I want to do with my life.” For the first time, even if it was just for a minute, everything in my life made sense.

As a music artist, what significance does music hold for you personally? 

Music has always been a safe space for me from a very young age. I was introduced to a wide range of artists from various parts of the world by my dad, who was deeply passionate about music and loved singing. I have fond memories of those car rides where he would blast songs on the radio—a mix of artists and bands from the West like ABBA, U2, Meat Loaf, Enigma, A-ha, and Michael Jackson, as well as Indian artists like Ilayaraja, Yesudas, AR Rahman, Harris Jayaraj, and Hariharan.

Even though I didn’t always know the lyrics, it never stopped me from singing along. I would make up my own words as the songs played, belting out the chorus, which was usually the only part I knew. Music brought me solace, especially during tough times in life. It allowed me to express my troubled thoughts and emotions—happiness, betrayal, hurt, sadness—through my own compositions.

I found that I couldn’t open up to anyone around me, and that’s when the songwriter in me was born. Surprisingly, completing my own songs made me feel lighter, like a final release from my past demons. My songs serve as a perfect farewell to those hardships, without any lingering hate or bitterness, just something for me to reflect on and recognize my growth.

Was “Admit It” the first song you wrote? What made you choose to debut your music career with this song?   

I had written quite a few songs before “Admit It”. Every song I’ve written is a significant part of my life. “Admit It” came to me during a rough patch. It’s that feeling when life throws hurdle after hurdle your way, and each time you overcome one, you hope for relief, only to find another obstacle waiting. It felt like I was navigating through endless tunnels, each leading to yet another trial. At times, I wondered if this cycle was all life had in store for me.

“Admit It” was a song of redemption, hoping it would give back better after putting me through its crafted roller coaster. Despite all of that, I still think, “All of this is happening for a greater good,” and “Life has something great in store for me.” But I guess it didn’t have the best in store for me.

I chose to debut “Admit It” because it captures a universal feeling of betrayal. It could be from a best friend, a close family member, or someone we deeply cherished, but things just didn’t work out with them. This song revolves around a love-hate relationship theme. After venting out about the unfairness of betrayal, I acknowledge my love for the person or entity. This experience has made me a stronger person emotionally, physically, and mentally.

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Are there any particular artists or bands that influenced “Admit It” or your music in general?   

This song was not particularly influenced by any artist or band. I wrote it during a period when feelings of betrayal were overwhelming, and I simply went with the flow without knowing what the outcome would be.                                        

All the songs I have written are quite descriptive, each explaining a particular story or incident in my life. I draw major inspiration from Taylor Swift. I admire the way she conveys her personal experiences while making her fans relate to her. The power she possesses by staying true to herself and sharing her story with the world is simply amazing.

What was the inspiration behind your song “Admit It?”

My life has been the sole inspiration for my music. From my school years through my 20s, I’ve consistently felt like I missed out on the ideal life others seem to have. Financial challenges and family issues were constant companions, demanding much of my attention. I faced continuous challenges, and my journey to releasing this song was particularly arduous. It led me to confront life itself, to admit that it made a mistake.

We would like to know more about your writing process for “Admit It.” Could you share some details, including any memorable moments or challenges you faced during the writing process?

I remember feeling incredibly let down and sad the day I wrote ‘Admit It’. I picked up my guitar and started strumming random chords, something I often do to come up with a tune. That day, as I played and switched between different chords, a melody emerged. I really liked the melody and immediately began jotting down my thoughts on paper. Phrases filled with anger, curiosity, and betrayal set the mood for the song, and I knew right away what it was going to be about: a love-hate relationship.

We were impressed by the production of “Admit It.” What was it like working with your producer Pratap Chandra? 

Working with Pratap was a great experience. My sister introduced us as we searched through several producers, ultimately narrowing it down to two. Impressed by Pratap’s previous work, we decided to go with him. It was my first time working with a producer, so I wasn’t sure what to expect. With Pratap and Paul’s help in the studio, we shaped ‘Admit It’ into what it is today.

Throughout the process, we had our disagreements, but through hard work, we found common ground. From day one, I envisioned ‘Admit It’ with an electronic, energetic, pop-funk vibe. I shared this vision and references with Pratap, and he skillfully brought it to life.

The world is your oyster, if you could choose anybody for a collaboration, who would be your dream collaboration and why? 

That’s a tough question. Every artist brings their own unique style to the table, and that’s what defines them. I would love to collaborate with artists like Ed Sheeran, Charlie Puth, Justin Bieber, and Jesse Rutherford, to name a few. However, my ultimate dream would be to work with Taylor Swift. She has been my inspiration from day one—man, do I love her! It would be surreal to think I could be in the same studio as her! Her dedication, hard work, and resilience are nothing short of inspiring.

Although Shawn Mendes gave me the push I needed to pursue music, Taylor Swift was the reason I knew there was no turning back. During the 1989 tour, when she performed “New Romantics,” it solidified my determination. I wanted nothing more than to join her on stage and be a part of one of her performances.

I admire how her music has evolved over the years, always adding interesting elements throughout her albums. The way she crafts a world where fans are constantly thinking, connecting dots, and ultimately revealing answers through her songs and videos is phenomenal. She is someone I truly look up to. While I follow many other artists, collaborating with her would truly be a dream come true for me.

Discover Jaisha’s musical journey and immerse yourself in “Admit It” today, available on all major streaming platforms. Let her unique voice and compelling melodies captivate your ears and heart.